Here are some new Pictures of me. I know you will like them and some videos I made with the pictures
Here are some new Pictures of me. I know you will like them and some videos I made with the pictures
Now click below for part 2 of the video. Watch me take all these clothes off and see me wet. Nasty black bitch gets all clean for you.
My sex drive is like almost dead lately. I am so angry. Its like everytime I leave the house men are too crazy and can’t stop touching me. I don’t like to be touched. I am getting more weak lately.
Even though I am getting weak, I am also getting more angry.
Why can’t I be near a man and he keep his hands to himself. I will have sex when I get ready. I don’t want to be pressured.
Plus, all these versatile guys keep trying to get with me. I don’t think versatile guys should focus on tgirls that are bottoms. The sad thing is most of the total tops are making money so guys focus on versatile tgirls and bottom tgirls cause allot of them are not charging.
I don’t mind people never forgetting me, but its weird that everyone keeps thinking I am still in Philly. That is not happening too soon. I barely want to leave this area.
I don’t have a GPS right now either, so you know how that goes.
I met a new guy in Pittsburgh and I spent two nights with him so far. He is Versatile so we have to work with each other. He is a really nice guy but he does not want a relationship.
Guys in New York have been contacting me but both of them don’t match with me, every time I give my heart and want to date one of them they do something or say something that upsets me.
I don’t know if I will have give any man the time of day that belongs with me. There is this heavy set guy that keeps emailing me, but he is not my type but he is so sweet.
I will see what will happen.
Its already bad enough that Rice is ashamed of me but this guy named Cliff really hurt me. I called his phone and all of a sudden he says he doesn’t know me stop calling his phone. Guys have done that to Tia. I know that hurts her and it hurts me. He was a friend just like Rice and look at him now. I really need to close the door to all these guys that are ashamed of me.
He called and apoligized. Thats what Rice Does.
This guy named Terry called me the other day he is engaged. I should be happy for him but I can’t have kids. I want to forgive people but its hard when I hear things about them. All I do is remember. I guess what they say is true, people in your past should stay in your past. I should be able to live my life and not thinking about the guys that have issues with me being who I am. Brad contacted me and he has his biological girl I guess, but wants to use me for sex. I closed that door and I don’t plan on opening. He wants to be friends. I still care about him and he does not even care. So many girls care for him and he treats them all like crap.
I want to forgive all these guys but I really think the best forgiveness is for them to stay out my life, then I can forgive them and live my life. They messed up and no matter what they do I will never totally let pass what they did in the past.
I am so sick of guys asking me are they gay to date someone like me or a cd.
Well I can’t really answer that question and neither can anyone else.
Allot of times people put pre op ts and Cd’s in the gay category.
They really can’t do that cause allot of cds and tgs do not date men.
I see it like this.
If you are with a cd or ts sexually and you are a basic male you fall bi if you still like women or you never touch the genitals of that ts or let those genitals touch you. So if you like to just go down on a penis one or two times and stop and never do it again, I think you are just confused or freaky. If you do it every now and then I think you confused or freaky.
If you are totally passive and you want to be done anal on then you are totally gay, unless you are still doing a female you are bisexual.
Thats just how I feel. Let me know what you think?
Allot of people ask me, “Why do you go to tgirl parties but hate to go to gay clubs.”
I feel when I am at a party, its about getting along with a group of people for a purpose but when it comes to clubs so many different life styles and you can be judged by so many.
I like the fact we have this group and people like Angela, Kalina, Madison, and Sandy are making parties and events for us to go to and we can be with others like us or at least similar to us.
Now some of you that live part time as cross dressers (cd’s) have to live in both the so called real world and the tg/cd world. I see it like this, you are like butch lesbians. You are butch majority of the time but there are times and special occasions you act like a mature lady.
The main thing is not to let the real world totally control you and you forget who you really are. When you hide from you are, mentally you face consequences and tough times.
I am not trying to say go full time or live your life part time, but sometimes go out put a dress on and be the lady you want to be.
Well I am back. Trying to do my thing. I am so glad to be back and ready to make more videos.
I am going to have fun. I will be making videos from Giantess, to just teasers. I have to figure out a way to truly get my fame back. I hope I can get the attention I deserve.