Well saving money has not been easy. I am struggling to keep bills paid. I must keep hope alive. I do not want to dip into my savings yet. I am saving to get a new place. Everyone I will be fine. I am safe. I live in a place and can’t host here but I have electric, water and television. One day I will have furniture and all that.
I want to get a hotel room and take new pictures. Plus, I need new videos. So please be patient. I know I have not done anything since August of last year.
I have not been dating anyone or even been out with anyone. I been spending most of my time alone.
My main focus is to save an move away from here to an area I can be happy. Plus, I need more space.
They are not perfect like I want them but things are ok. I have a place to live and food to eat. I need to actually slow down on eating so much. I just want you to know I am alright. I will keep you posted. Yes I still suffer from depression allot, but I am fighting it. Just keep emailing me at email@example.com and keep replying to me on here to let me know you care.
I have two new guys that are honoring me everyday. I love them worshipping and honoring me. They can’t stop watching my videos. I love all the attention. Since a certain slave is not paying much attention to me.
A good online slaves tributes his or her mistress. Thats what I like. Either call me on niteflirt or send me a gift card.
This month is so slow. Niteflirt is barely ringing. So I am dealing with a slow month. I hope this month picks up. Last month got better at the end. I have a car to pay for so I need niteflirt to be ringing.
A guy in Chicago is talking to me again. He kind of ignored me last time, but he said he was having family problems. I have no choice but to take his word for that.
Wish me luck for this month.
This month is slow. I have barely made any money on the phonesex line. Not enough customers are calling like they did in Nov, Dec, and Jan. Everyone have hope that things will get better for me this month of March.
Being who I am is hard these days. I am in this small place and I don’t have much room to do the things I want. I can’t host here. I just want to be happy again in a bigger place that I can entertain people.
I am saving money and doing ok but this month is slow. Niteflirt is not ringing like it normally does. I know allot of you think I should go stay with someone but I hate staying with people and they always get sick of me after a couple of months or even two weeks.
I have this one friend but he works allot. I need a guy to call and cheer me up with I am down. Jeret barely calls me anymore. He is married and has allot of responsibilities.
I have a loyal servant that cheers me up with his emails but lately not that many emails. If you are board today send me an email to firstname.lastname@example.org. I love to get emails.
I have to see a dr about my health this month. I am having some problems. I hope its not my diabetes or high blood pressure.
Well not many people came to my birthday dinner. Only 2 people came. It was nice regardless. I went to the movies after the dinner. I went with my friend from Pittsburgh. She is a cool person. We both went to see star wars. Star Wars was so good.
I know you all are looking for more pictures. New pictures will be here soon. Just be patient. Someone is sponsoring me to get a hotel room and take new pictures so they will be here soon.
I can not take request yet cause I don’t have allot of money for too many outfits. So just be patient.
This is one year I was not alone for my birthday. A friend of mine went out to eat with me and went to the movies to see Star Wars VII and it was so good. I really enjoyed the movie.
I don’t have many days I spend time with other people these days. Most guys are wanting something I am not willing to give them. I like to be spoiled somehow someway.