God, Miracles is it all real? It depends on how you look it.

I know allot of you don’t believe in any god, or these ancient stories that were told, but you all need to look at things more than one way. I mean things are exaggerated so many times. Like they say the first man and the first woman. Well back in time couples separated from their tribes and made their own villages from their children. Allot of the rest of the bible could be a form of science. Like Moses splitting the ocean or seas. The Hebrews new nothing of ships but Moses was raised by Egyptians. So a ship in a way splits the ocean, think about it. They said Jesus walked on water. I mean there were times and groups of people that did not know how to swim and forbid their children to swim so if Jesus taught them how to do it its like walking on water. Don’t judge religions, cause people see so many things in so many different ways.

The elements Spirit, Earth, Water, Air, and Fire

Air is mostly seen during like hurricanes and tornadoes . We breathe and feel it everyday. Spirit is seen by looking at the determination of others. We stand on the Earth and eat the food it provides us. Fire seems to light the way and provides heat for many. Water cleanses us and takes care of our thirst.

Look at the elements and feel them. Recognize how they are used everyday. Some of you call it science others call it God and how they work some people call it a miracle. As we are different people and different races we will never feel the same or comprehend the same. So when someone talks of God or their religion, just realize they see the world different than you and accept that.

So many people say there is a reason for everything and everything has it place. Those words can be helpful in some ways and destroy us in others.

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Lilith The First Hemophrodite and ruler of Transsexuals and Demons

Ok I know this is weird but you all need to read the story of Lilith

Years ago I dated a guy and he was afraid to date me cause of who I am

but then he learned of the story of Lilith and he said that transsexuals have the same issues as Lilith did. They try to stand their ground and man would not let them

Maybe thats why their is so much confusion on ts and tmen


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Transgender Erotica

Ok I don’t know much about this, but there is a series of books called transgender erotica.

Its men with the power to change to women and enjoy themselves sexually

Allot of you guys are into that and want to dress but are scared.

You might need to read this book and some transgenders can try it also

For the last time, my name is Purple Princess. by Jessie Ash (Oct 1, 2014) – Kindle eBook


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My Hidden V by Jessie Ash (Sep 10, 2014) – Kindle eBook

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Publication Date: October 1, 2014
Ned leads an ordinary, predictable nerd life. He spends his days working the register at a local comic book store and getting into nerd-guments with the customers. But what sets Ned apart is the secret he cannot reveal to another living soul. Ned has the power to transform into an actual superhero. The problem is his alter ego is a she, a sexy super-vixen. Now Ned is totally confused as he tries to fight crime while controlling his flirtatious urges with men as well as his sexy bartender roommate, Shawna. It’s a gender bender series with super saves and sinful encounters.
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Check out Tias Blog if you want to Marry A TGirl

Yes Tia, you all remember my so called best friend.

She has her own blog


She is still looking for a guy that is going to take her out on 3 dates then marry here on the 4th meeting

She wants to get married at first site

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Obama and the Gun Thing

Ok the white people around here are really tripping. I mean like I told yall before, Obama is black and he telling people to have strict gun laws. A black man that these white people consider to be robbers and thieves are getting strong gun laws.

This sucks. This is what needs to happen. I said this before and I wish the law would hear me, that Guns in the city, yes they need strict laws. But guns in the country its necessary. People have all kinds of bears and snakes and all that on their land they need guns. Its important.

I know most of you are like vicki stop talking about guns and pull out yours and fire in your face, but life is not all about sex. Its so sad that sex addictions are so high right now.

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How can the World Change

You know who can change things is us

I mean they say the electoral college, and it votes based on the people. So we the people could control our own government if we stood together. I remember in the movie Soul Food that lady said ” I finger can only do so much when you push someone out your way, but a fist, a might fist, can strike a strong blow.

I mean the government does this and does that but there are always enemies of the government and we live in a state with the most hate groups in the country. PA pays almost a million dollars for the leader of the school board to resign. You remember that. She was so currupt and they new it. PA is really all over the place. Every state is suffering cause of the leaders, but we control the leaders. it comes a point in time that we have to stand up to those that lead us and tell them what we want. We can get them kicked out of office with enough signatures.

I am sorry to write so much but it had to be said.

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So Tired, Weak

Its weird, I was born with lots of determination and yet all I do is push others to succeed.

I see all the mistakes I made in my life and I need to fix those but its too late.

I can only focus on a new life for me. I do have a little motivation sometimes. I see a light at the end of the tunnel, but its so much work I hate to be bothered.

I was never born to work on cars, paint, build. I wish I had been. I would have done so much.

Life is what you make it but I need to make life so much better for myself.

I want to pay back all the people I owe, but my debt just keeps multiplying. I need to make money, I need to do cam again , that is where the money is. I refuse to escort. I hate guys touching my body I don’t love.

You know I was one of those tgirls looking for my prince charming and I met him but he did not like I was a tgirl. It sucked. Most guys that like tgirls are so confused and messed up already they only date tgirls cause we like a last option.

This is my problem, I have to work to myself attractive. Why cant I be like those other girls and just wake up and be attractive. O no, I have to put on make up and all. Plus I moved to an area men don’t care for me much.

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Feeding on my frustration and hardships

Sometimes I know its weird but it seems people want to feed on my frustrations. When I am laughing and stuff they dont’ want to talk to me but when I am sad and doing bad for myself they want to call. Now it could be they are worried about me but I would think they would be like, “CAll me when you happy!” You know what I mean.

I miss the happy days. I have not been truly happy since I left Louisiana or had to move out my apartment in Philadelphia.

I don’t know what to do.

This guy named Jered is like that. I mean he never calls and tells me great things that happen to him. He could be like guess what, I got a raise. I would be so happy for him. I mean the last time he told me something good was when it was his birthday. He knows my life sucks. Tell me some good things about your life so I can live through you.

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Bless me Isis on this Day

Isis please bless me with wealth and prosperity, so let it be.

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August 2014

This month was not as productive as I wanted it. There is a guy I like but he is very distant with me cause I made the statement I am physically attracted to him more than mentally. You know what I mean. I mean sexually he gets me hot again. My mind is not going crazy like it was in July. I don’t know why I was going so crazy. I was hearing voices and all. I even was thinking I was going to blow up the world and stuff.

So many guys from other countries put stuff in my head and I think it makes me crazy sometimes. For some reason on Facebook its got guys from all over the world contacting me cause I put my contact information. In one way I am like let me take it down but it fascinates me how they are calling me from these other countries. I know people in other countries and they can’t afford to call me with the prices. Yet guys from all over the world even Saudi Arabia are contacting me and asking me do I want their cocks and stuff. Some guys call and when they find out my number is real they hang up on me. I know some of you think I was crazy thinking we were going to go into another world war and things are going crazy but my predictions are not that far apart. I mean look what Russia is doing over seas and trying to conquer territories again. More hate for Obama and its sad that he can’t make two sides happy.

Dear Mr President:

Will you please think about the business leaders of the USA. Yes they are ass holes and only care about themselves but, they are the ones that write your voters the paychecks. I know the world judges you for your half race but you are an individual that represents all. You want to give free healthcare and that is one thing we need but don’t forget these companies you are aiming to pay for healthcare lay off thousands of workers and that hurts all. Helping them all with unemployment helps a little but where is the money going to come from as you trying to help some and others are getting hurt.

This unemployment rate is making even more people just want to sit back and relax. Work environments are horrible these days. Conditions are better but the gossip and the judgement are stronger and worse.

Shemalevicki Out

I have contacted my senators and congress and they are more concerned with big business which is good but the big business man is angry at Obama. I talk to them on the phonesex line and they are really really angry. I could not even date some guys cause they are made at Obama.

You know the weirdest thing. The guy I really call myself liking said he is hates Obama cause he cut the military Salary then he gave his wife a trip on USA money to save their marriage. I mean presidents and first wives are to be secured at all times, but if Obama is about the people why didn’t cut his salary. Not my words. Actually I don’t even know the guy he is just another guy that probably gives tgirls fake names and call with blocked numbers but I like him a little cause he was there to talk to .

I guess I am ranting and going on an on about so many different things and allot of guys are like shut up Vicki and take your clothes off. I am just angry at the world and think that anger drove me crazy.

You know what makes me happy latly, is buying from Publishers Clearing house. Now I don’t like online games much so I don’t play them but allot of people are winning by playing the online games. The person that gets the most points on the Pch.com games everyday gets 100 bucks. So I wonder can a guy make a living from just playing PCH games. Thats funny right.

O and news flash, black and spanish people are now winning on Publishers Clearing house. I mean one would win every blue moon but now people are winning all the time. Thank you PCH for letting all races and personalities win. I am waiting for a gay, middle eastern and asian couple to win now. I mean those are the ones I want to see. If they get them then PCH will beat out the powerball.

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