I don’t know how to feel about certain situations when it comes to traditional values. I am not traditional. I have lived a very active dangerous life and blessed to be alive this day.
People don’t want people like me in their churches, bathrooms, restaurants, stores, and truly their homes. So being who I am locks me out of so many doors. Its hard for guys I date cause they don’t want that discrimination on them so when it comes to having a boyfriend especially if its an interracial boyfriend there are issues with me being a trans. Like if he takes me to Florida, if someone knows what I am, then they could sue me in that state and that would embarrass him. It takes a very strong mature man to deal with such things.
In allot of ways I don’t know about going back down south. I lock myself in my home to not deal with situations and other people judging me. I stay in a small town and words about me come out and about but what I do is stay away from these people so when they finally see me they don’t think about the rumors.
People are trying to protect their way of life from outside influences like me. I can understand that but don’t stop me from living. My thing about the bathroom is their are closed doors, they should not care what annother person is doing in a closed door.