Dealing with the way things are

The thing I am dealing with now is survival. I must just survive. I had to go to my savings account again to pay bills. Money is tight. I will deal with it though. Wish me luck.

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Struggling Times

It seems I am not the only one that is struggling right now. O well it happens. I hope things get better cause to me things are getting worse.

Trump does not want transsexuals in the military. They say its a hormone thing but I think its something else. He hates gays and transsexuals. Everyone is like he has gay friends. I don’t see any on this committee. I hope we can survive his presidency and the next president. Seems like we are going backwards.

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Wish For a Better Life

I know I am doing ok,but I want better things. I want to be happy again.

I have not been happy for sometime. The only thing that makes me happy is food.

One Day I hope things will get better for me. Even my slaves can’t afford to spoil me like they used to. So I must take care of myself and money is very tight. I know it is for everyone but I am doing my best to survive.

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Business has been down since Trump is in office

I know you might not believe this, but ever since Trump got in office money has been tight. I am not getting that many phonesex calls. Everyone said he is gonna bring money back to the USA but seems he just want to make problems with programs in the USA.

I don’t know why my customers are barely calling these days but I know since he has been in office its been really really slow.

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Been Down Lately

I been down lately. I get like that really bad 2 to 3 days a week. I wish I could be happy all the time, but it does not work out that way. I don’t want to end it all or anything like that but I am so sick of my situation.

I need to be thankful for having a place to live, food to eat, and a car to drive. I just don’t feel happy at all. I will fight it though. Gosh I just want to be happy again.

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Do not really Escort

I like slaves to spoil me yes. That is very true. I do not escort though. Some guys ask this, but I don’t escort. I do date and get to know people.

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I am too fat

I went to the tgirl party after I left Mississippi and I was a big fat blob. No guys hit on me and I was not dressed sexy cause I got out late. I hope I got to loose some weight and dress sexy.

I am at 254 pounds right now. I was 238 when I left. I can’t believe I ate that much. O well. I got to work out and loose some weight. Wish me luck. I wish I could stay away from beef. I know beef is my downfall.

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Visit to Mississippi and my Family

Hello, I hope everyone has been ok.

I went home this past week to see my family in Mississippi. Did you I tell you about that. I have to strap my tits down and be a boy to see my family. O my gosh my tits hurt so bad. I stayed with a friend that I went to High School with. She was very nice. I saw my mom, grandmother, brothers and it was all ok. You still could see my tits a little bit. Gosh I wish my family would accept me like other families accept their transgender children. My family is just religious.

Well I hope one day to have my own family and friends, locally.

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Its a New Month

Hey everybody. Its a new month. I might be going to Mississippi this month. I have not visited in 5 years. I don’t want to visit now. I don’t like having to go see my family. I have to hide I am a tgirl when I visit my family. They don’t like me as a tgirl. I have to also tie down my tits. Wish me luck on my trip. I most likely am going for Mothers Day.

There is a tgirl party on the 20th. I would love to go but I can’t afford it. O well, looks like I will not be making it.

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Was Sick Last Week but better

I was sick last week. I was throwing up all kinds of food. I don’t know what was wrong with me. I need to eat better. I know I have told you all that but I really do. I am still yet to eat as I should. I purchased me some salad mix and tomatoes. Now the only thing I forgot was cucumbers. I can’t believe I forgot them.

I am much better and I will do my best not to let myself get like this again.

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