I threw up 2 times today. I don’t know whats wrong with me. I hate being sick like this. I hope things are better tomorrow. I will keep you up to date.
The good news is I am making some friends and doing more stuff with people. I just hope it never ends. I will keep you up to date.
O well its crazy.. I have had a slow month. I am barely making any money on niteflirt. I really need more calls and more money.
My car would not start the other day. O my gosh it was the battery. I don’t think that battery is old. I have only had it for almost 2 years I think. The battery came with the used car.
Then I had to actually ask my landlady to take me a ride cause I don’t have any friends around here. Its really sad that I don’t have friends.
I am sorry I have not written in a while but this weather is affecting me. My gosh things are not good right now. I am surviving though.
This guy I really like just started talking to me. I really like him. Now all of a sudden he just kicked me to the curve. He said its because of his family but I don’t know if that is true or not.
He could have told me this a long time ago. He just started ignoring me. Its horrible.
I am upset but that’s what happens. I hope I meet someone nice one day that’s not all about sex.
The thing I am dealing with now is survival. I must just survive. I had to go to my savings account again to pay bills. Money is tight. I will deal with it though. Wish me luck.
It seems I am not the only one that is struggling right now. O well it happens. I hope things get better cause to me things are getting worse.
Trump does not want transsexuals in the military. They say its a hormone thing but I think its something else. He hates gays and transsexuals. Everyone is like he has gay friends. I don’t see any on this committee. I hope we can survive his presidency and the next president. Seems like we are going backwards.
I know I am doing ok,but I want better things. I want to be happy again.
I have not been happy for sometime. The only thing that makes me happy is food.
One Day I hope things will get better for me. Even my slaves can’t afford to spoil me like they used to. So I must take care of myself and money is very tight. I know it is for everyone but I am doing my best to survive.
I know you might not believe this, but ever since Trump got in office money has been tight. I am not getting that many phonesex calls. Everyone said he is gonna bring money back to the USA but seems he just want to make problems with programs in the USA.
I don’t know why my customers are barely calling these days but I know since he has been in office its been really really slow.
I been down lately. I get like that really bad 2 to 3 days a week. I wish I could be happy all the time, but it does not work out that way. I don’t want to end it all or anything like that but I am so sick of my situation.
I need to be thankful for having a place to live, food to eat, and a car to drive. I just don’t feel happy at all. I will fight it though. Gosh I just want to be happy again.
I like slaves to spoil me yes. That is very true. I do not escort though. Some guys ask this, but I don’t escort. I do date and get to know people.
I went to the tgirl party after I left Mississippi and I was a big fat blob. No guys hit on me and I was not dressed sexy cause I got out late. I hope I got to loose some weight and dress sexy.
I am at 254 pounds right now. I was 238 when I left. I can’t believe I ate that much. O well. I got to work out and loose some weight. Wish me luck. I wish I could stay away from beef. I know beef is my downfall.